Deng my last entry was in nov. i havent been on this shiet in hella long. dont know why juss not feelin this shiet anymore. i dont know theres been alott going on lately science fair project was kill`n me softly! haha glad that shiet is over. thas a weight lifted off my chest real talk. hmmm what else has been going on rally practice has once again came around. i think were doing pretty good i like our mix its old shiet , expect one song. yeupp we have guys this time its me, nikkah, nelisa, charisse, chito, annthony, ken2,and kennethR. soo yeah looking forward to March 11 we better kill this time. Friends are all gravy i love my B.B.B -jenn&ten my right and left hand i dont know what i`d do with out you two!! thanks for everything. hmmm what else me and CARLO wow me and him have been going through some shiet ever since our one year and 4months came around it was all bad fighting everyday , no trust , all the jelousy shiet cause i have rally 24/7. So we went on a break for 2weeks and honestly i Thought it was a done deal. cause sheit wasnt the same it was hella werid being his homie. lol but just like everyone expected we got BACK TOGETHER. lol im gladd we did i relized alott of sheit he means everything to me i never relized how much he has a impact on my life. Thats thee boyfriend & thee best friend cant get no better than that can it ? NOPE. i love that guy like theres no tommorow.

FEB 20TH-BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUTS TO TENEEY & chrisTINA-MARiE. lol i love you both cant wait teneey cheesecake factory tommorow! yeepp

i have practice at 12 tommorow shiiiet and its sunday! oh well.

thas all folks until nex` time peace. <3Mair

Okae , so I haven`t Blogged in a while. Ive just been really busy with School, Home Etc. Well School started like Two weeks ago. I guess its pretty cool, but i don`t have any good classes. Not to mention I have no classes with Carlo, mostly juss with Nikkah but thas cool. Im hella diggin that school cause its pretty laid back , inaway.

But I must addmit, Now that I left S.C I find myself missing it. Well not the school but the people, [Thee 7kids]. I miss kicking it with those whores 24/7 I miss not really having to take the bus , cause Norm always drove us everywhere. I miss the Sandwhich-man`s sandwhiches. Haha. I miss bernah&anne , I miss my best friend Ry, and shiiet. But oh well ... guess that how its gonna be from now on. Don`t get me wrong I like Osh, and I love going to school with Carlo =)  I barely kick it with 1/2 "Thee sisters" anymore , cause once again Me , and sha arent talking. So Im mostly with my lubster , and salina.

Going into Osh I didnt think i was gonna have any drama, but that didnt go as planned. So this "Female" susposely ripped my picture at the end of the year las year , because Carlo wouldnt talk to her. Well thats what stef told me , and of course the "Female" denied it. But I mean why would stef straight say right in front of this "Female" , that she saw her do it & she was 100% sure it was my picture. Thats why I believe stef , I mean if she didnt even know me wtf? how she just gonna ripp my picture yah feel? So yeah susposely this thing is squashed , but ierno i feel like this ain`t the end of it , cause we all know Drama aint ever just end like that. I just did not like the way she could barely speak for herself. Had other people doing it for her , oh well. I didnt feel i needed to bring my homegirls with me cause i can handle mine on my own. Proably wondering why im not stating her name , its just i dont have the desire to Speak "her" name on my xanga. Besides Im sure everyone knows since , shiet gets round so fast.

Anyhow , I have just been trying to concentrate on my work , so I can get good grades like last year so I can keep my mother proud. As for me & Carlo we are freeek`n great & I love it.Oh not to mention I start Ballet again on Thursday, ooooh weee i can`t wait to do so , plus it`ll get me back in shape hopefully. Hahah Well thats bout it , until nex` time kids peeacee in the middle east =]
               

 <3Mair.

whhat eeeez it bitches?!?  well hmmm.. i guesss imma write in this biatch cause i havent in awhile. but yeahhh juss been getting ready for schoool damit! i dont` wanna go to school , not feeel`n to do any work what so ever. but yessss hmm im still lagging on the schoool shoppping , havent really copp`d anything to brag about yahh know? juss some pants , and shirts , jackets , shoes blah blah blah.i dont know what else imma get aint really nothing i hella want yahh know/ i went to hilllsdale that mall is hella wack well been wack, aint got shiiiet tell me why not one shoes store had white on white forces wtff?? haahh thats a white mall for you! stonestown nothing there , serramonte pretty wack soo ierno imma go to outlets proably , midtown rags stores like that. but anyways. yahhh know what i hella need tah get a job. i be feeel`n hella bad cause my parents gotta pay for everything i mean wen i think about` it betweeen juss giving me spending money , buying my clothes , shoes , my ballet lessons which cost hella bank , my TWO cell phone bills, all that shizz iierno maybe im tripp`n but i think thas hella shiiiet soo i neeed a job! but imma be work`n once i start osh. at MAC DONALDS, dont HATE okae hahhhh i dont kare, i`ll be getting paid. a job is a job , and money is money! haha alright. feeel` me? hmm well yesterdai i kick`d it with sharon we went SHOPPinGGGGG! hahahahahah hella funnni juss bought some asics, some shirts , and new clothes for ballet cause i`ll be starting again in sep. and my other shiet dont fit! dudde i need to go on a diet. lol but yehh wen i was at serrramonte i call`d up my lubster carlo to see where he was so we could meet up err something surprise surprise he said he was at serrramonte also with jason so sha bounced , and i kick`d it with my lubster & jason those fat asses were eatting those are about the only peeps i saw there ohh yeh carlos` sis charisssa & ARiEEEEANNNN!!!! i havent seeen her in hellla long! but yehhhh it was alright then me my lubster and jason bus`d it home my lubster came over my house chill`d and yehh that was my day , kick`n it with my auntie todai.... , gonna go buy new ballet shoes...and thas it.

but other than that i juss gotta say daymnnnn Iam hella in love with carlo. this no  joke me and him hadd a deep ass conversation las night about us and thee breaking up and shiiet , im hella gladd that that lil break up didnt change nothing its almost our  11month anniversy , then nex thing you know ONE YEAR biiittch!!! yess knock on woood! lol but damnn i love him. =)

<3mair.